Baby fever? or just a fever....

Well I think I may have gotten baby fever. Although I haven't sipped the water or drank it yet! Without saying much- I've been noticing alot of babies lately. Kind of like when we started looking for a house and I see more for sale signs now. Either that or it could be the way the market is!

Sooner or later it will come a time when I have to get down to business and really keep in mind the fact that we are attempting that time. When I need to be more mindful of what I eat, our spending, etc etc. The kind of things you do to prepare for a baby. But I must say I've definitely caught on. I like the idea. We are moving in the direction. It's nice to have a direction. I'm more at ease since we have a time nailed down. Now make way for God to bless.

Lord, I pray that as we prepare for baby Heller that you would just help us to fix our eyes on you and never lose sight of your great will. You know us, you made us, you have never left us. I pray that as you know the future you know what our baby looks like. You know if and when you are going to give us a little one. I just pray that we remember everything is in Your hands and in Your plan. I love you Lord and I lift our dreams, our wants, our cares to You.

Here's to 27...

Ughhh. Do I have to turn the 2-7? Seriously. I still feel 25! Same thing with turning 21. I felt 18. Gosh. I had fun last night with a few friends and my mom (who's my best girlfriend anyway). We went to Rockwell's one of my favorite restaurants. Two of our friends left at the end and my mom. The rest of us went to Justin's parents house and hung out and talked, laughed and just pretty much stayed until midnight. Hadn't done that in awhile! Yes I'm getting old. ha not really. You're only as old as you feel right?

It just dawned on me...this whole baby thing? Well I'm kinda thinking I don't feel so young anymore that maybe I can deal with people seeing me with a baby bump? Stay tuned...

Memories....

I have written in over a week, but a thought came to my mind while watching the news with hubby. I have a very vivid photographic memory. I can remember clear back to when I was 2 yrs and 7 months old. My twin cousins were born and I remember my mom boosting me up to see them in the nursery. I can remember the lighting and my family members that were there. I also remember alot of the 80s music when I was 2 yrs old cruising in my mom's Ford Pinto which was white with reddish stripes, black interior and it was a 2 door. We didn't get to go to the beach when I was about 4 or 5 because the timing belt broke. I remember when my dad came to get my grandparents dog and put it to sleep. I remember his last car he had- we called it the 'green machine'. I remember him throwing me into the pool at 2 or 3 and telling me to swim (it is the way I learned to swim though and I don't regret him doing that). I remember my grandmother's black 80s mustang. I also remember my grandfather's old Datsun that I almost had my finger slammed in the tailgate. Is there a trend here? I seem to remember cars! I remember when I was about 3ish and I got Barbie undies from my great grandparents for part of my Christmas present and they were yellow and pink. I use to carry a towel around when I was 2ish and it had a cookie jar and cookies on it and I liked carrying it around because I liked the smell of the laundry detergent. I remember vividly the layout of my parents and I's first apt that we lived in from the time I was born until I was about 3. I remember when I was 3 and my mom, dad and I came back from a ride and stopped at my grandparents and I didn't have anything to swim in but all my cousins were in the pool so my mom told me to swim in the underwear. Those were the days. Times were easy. I am still thankful for my photographic memory. It gives me good memories, helped me through school with memorization and could help me if ever I needed it for a crime. I guess I could call it a gift- I don't know but I thank God for all those beautiful vivid memories in my mind. I hope they stick with me.

Relaxing weekend in the mountains...

I will start with pictures...

This is a flag made up of Christmas Balls

in the Penn-Wells Hotel in Wellsboro, PA

Hayley-dog and Papa on his tracker.

The boys hard at work. Look at my brother's face like he's hard at work!

Trev, Me and my favorite flower as a kid- Queen Anne's Lace. Mom and Trevor at the papa's 'Condo' where he hunts from.

Trev, Dad and Joe in the Condo. Me and Trevor in the trailer hanging out. Love my little bro!

And that's the weekend in pictures. We had fun with both our families. We relaxed alot and we did not want to leave. We saw a few deer and a bear. The ladies went shopping in Wellsboro at Dunham's and I got a great purse for 14.99 on sale and got 33 Christmas Cards in total for 6.00! They were running some great sales. So for every $20 you get back $2. So mom and Mama gave me there's on top of mine and I got a great embroidered flag for in our front garden someday with an 'H' on it. It is soo nice!

Why can't we do this every weekend???